Fading moonlight…….
Gentle wind flowing…..
A long walk to remember
Hand in hand clubbed together…

Your hair flowing on your face
Glorifying the beauty even more
Making me go weak on my knees
There is something about you

That is eternal and messemerizing
That I cant explain
There is something the way you look tonite
Which takes my breath away

Take my breath away babeh!!
All i can do right now is to bloom
and feel the fragrance of your eternity
And mumble the 3 golden words in your ears
That I would love you day in and day out of our lives!!!

“I am feeling very bad today, don’t ask me what’s wrong with me ” .
“No wonder mohit! its your usual problem that comes back to you every other day”. Frustration, what does this mean?? he said,finally getting back to his seat.
To me this came as a slap on my face,it was contradictory to my notion of being “take it easy’ kind. Not having any other alternative rather than to sit back and think of what he said just now,i thought to have a word with him. Instead giving it no importance i left office at 7.30.

It was a very noisy evening with a tempting climate and i was hoping it would rain any minute. Even though i was walking on the side of the road full of crowd all the way, i was thinking what went wrong actually. Just because I am not to satisfy my hunger to do some thing more interesting than writing this stupid php or JavaScript code,i felt as if i really got pissed off. was i really ? or is it a reason for me to play the blame game over my job? Hmmm… sometimes we software engineer’s have no work other than this MENTAL meaning less presumption,judgments and discussions. Even though we do discuss things practically,often it turns out to be just another nice time-pass rather than a learning experience. Seriously something had really struck me today,why am i thinking like this all of a sudden? Never mind.
I was in no mood to return home so early, what to do sitting lonely watching all the channels that mom surfs on Television. I stay in an apartment of my friend which is surrounded by huge walls.It always feels like i m a stranger whenever i choose any other lane that the usual one which directly leads to the entrance of my room. From so many days i had in mind to take a walk through the streets.

I always have wondered how do people live in so small huts,which if was my bedroom i couldn’t have managed to find enough place to dance on my favorite number’s . Today i witnessed all those thing from a closer view which i use to imagine while reading editor’s column. How unlucky these poor people are,unless one goes for work there would be no food for children. I found a little girl lying on the sands crying for her mother, she must be 5 years old in almost nude state in such a weather. I was looking at her, trying to understand what could be the reason behind her crying. What else reason it could be for 5 year old kid other than feeling hungry. I waste whole of my salary for daily needs only to find myself unhappy and unsatisfied at the end of the day, why not i bring some food for her? i ran down to one of the shops nearby, bought few lollipops,Parle-G biscuits. Came back to the place where i was before,and wondered whether my approach would be decent?

I sat next to her and bent myself to give lollipop to her. she stared at me for a moment and took the lollipop from my hand ignoring the fact that i am stranger. she started licking the lollipop holding in her hand not caring what it really was, which made me think as a matter of fact. about myself. Why am i so unhappy with what i have? . In a while a lady passed glancing at me without taking her eyes from me of course judging who i am. Later she returned with a glass of water giving a million dollar smile filled with thankfulness. Hardly i would have spent around 30 min with that poor angel,but it seemed like a minute that just passed away. While walking back home, i thought about the whole affair and honestly speaking it made me feel like “where on earth was i when so many moments of happiness were roaming all around me asking for a permission to enter into my life”. I felt like staying back and play with the girl for some more time,but something stopped me from doing so; whatever it is…
I am happy now for i have realized that i am a human being and the importance of needs than desires…
I am happy now for i have realized that thinking like a man and living like a child makes a huge difference in life no matter what comes up to stop you…
I am happy now for i have realized that there are enough things around you that can make you feel proud of yourself, just that you need to open your eyes.

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