Few words…

I do not care of your schedule, take time and eagerness to swallow. I want to meet you again, as before: randomly.
I want to move me again, like the first time I saw you in the street was something strange happened, that still do not know what exactly. Our eyes were crossed and my heart had gone haywire. I realized that you were not only met a stranger yet another pearl street in the morning.
“It ‘a simple gurl, nice .. but something struck me. ”
I knew you are special, rare, like diamonds. But I never imagined that I’d tied so much to you.
Yeah I thought the same night and fell asleep with a smile.
Not all people are beating so loud my heart like you did you, the first time.
not all persons who meet by chance you make it interesting the way the night, like you

Stuck on a cute face, a dream

I embellish the room with petals of rose,
And envelope its air with musk
To set the candles on the cake,to flames,
And divulge some light, in the lonely dusk
I wrap her present with my love,
And cast my eyes on the door.
Those wait ceaselessly,
to see her come,
And stand closest to me, on the floor.
The eyes watch the candles burn,
While the senses,
see her extinguishing them in turn.
The silhouette of the cake, being cut to pieces,
And I, giving her the first taste, in turn.
Just when my vision blurs,
And the candles burn out, consumed.
The light abates, in exclusion,
And the door appears to be fastened, infinite.
Its a called her, but no reply,
But I celebrate the day for her,
By myself, with her void and her memories..

Dreaming about the memory of a dream

Dreaming about the memory of a dream

She came and held my hand
I knew it was her by the feel of her touch
From the corner of my eye
I saw her gentle smile
I felt like (with her) I’ve walked a thousand miles
The world is passing by
Together we felt the wind..

With my eyes opened
I see her walking towards me
like a baby as sweet as can be

Taking me back to reality
smiled
(She might have realized)
I was dreaming about the memory of a dream (that just come true..)

Withdrawing to myself

Being what i dont want to be
leading myself away,
diverting my path from the rest,
I walk away abadoning my zest
Solitude isnt what i ask for
but what i choose
I sought the dark already
for fear that the night may fall
If i reach out my arm
they may know
If i turn back
they may see
but i dont..
My steps carry me
away from them
and closer to myself
I wonder why i would
withdraw to myself

You and Me :)

You are like the ocean
Measureless… deep…serene
You fill my gaze…until beyond
I see nothing …but you
My soils are free…but since forever
You have surrounded me,
With a lovers possessiveness
You run through me, your gushing streams
Carrying me in parts and making me yours
I sink into your salty depths,
To lose myself & discover you
… every time anew

With the rising sun
You shimmer, in golden red
And daze the onlooker with ease
You match the colours of the skies
…with perfection

I drink in your moments of pride
While you splash your love
At my awaiting shores

I have seen your surge of emotion
Wild …unruly and rough…
Your stormy passions
Can shred the meeker hearts

Topple the titanics
In one easy blow
And later …restore the calm

And yet, your love is infinite
Each day, when the world sleeps
You are led to the tides
By the symphony of the moon
Romance is awake and alive

While you kiss my bashful surface
I shiver in sinful expectation
You rise and fall in the rhythm of the night
Satiating me with your waters
And thus.. together we have lived
Since ages…and for ages more to come

My angel..

I m a normal person,
Who thinks a li’l high.
1 who is bold enough,
But at times kinda shy.

I’ve had a lot of girls around me, for me
But I don’t feel da way for any of them as I do for you.
None of them is not hot, but none is as innocent as you.

Fun is always around me, thats what I’m born to do.
But nothing seems to be so great,
There’s something missin which I lately realized is you.

I go to clubs n want you,
Listen to songs thinkin of you.
You ain’t no hot like a peak summer day
I still see myself bein pulled your way.

They are hot, they are cute n they like my face,
Dunno y I try to find u in all of them in several ways.

Some got looks, some got attitude
Some look at me like m their dude.

Don’t know what has happened to me
I don’t feel as if m so free.

The babes dance with me n get bloody high.
I dun give a fuck when of I think of u my Tom boy.

Smoke, booze, rock n roll was what described me.
That’s just Till the time you were no where around me.

Sluts n butts would tighten my belt,
Holding your hands for d 1st time made me change the way I felt.

Your messed up hair, ur bright striking smiles,
Give me a need to walk with u for miles.

Clutching ur hands, hearin u blabber.
Screw everything else, nothin does matter.

I luv ur innocence, n ur eyes shining bright,
All I want every night is u hugging me tight.

I still remember ur 1st day at my place.
Those old songs, dat dance n how I painted ur nails.

I can’t promise to give you all that u deserve
I’d be by ur side or I’d cut my nerve.

I am bad with words, I don’t know how to express my feelings
Just getting ur glance makes me fly on wings

I have no friggin’ clue whether you n me could ever be WE.
Maybe Im making a deal out of it but then this is me.

Guitar, frnz, booze n Me grabbing my bed
Was all that mattered to me till the time we 1st met.

U ain’t no wine
This might not be my time
Trust me, nothin can beat dis feeling of u bein mine.

Yeah.. I chose to change!!!

Yeah.. I chose to change!!!

They laughed at me
They called me names
They neglected me
Cause I chose to change.

I was stranded in the crowd
My eyes began to cloud
But they still laughed at me
Cause I chose to change.

Friends deserted me
Acquaintances conveyed their sympathy
Sympathy… thats something I hate
All this happened cuz I chose to change.

There I sat with a grim face
Weeping silently in that little place
Never have I been in this state
But I am now! Cause I chose to change.

They are still laughing
Still judging me
But I won’t budge an inch!
Come what may, I’ll win this race
Cuz I know, its MY game!

Yeah.. I chose to change!

Some memories never fade away…

Voices and whispers,
the wind cunningly brings to me
torments my mind
as it echoes the sweet words uttered,
the many promises made
words and promises that remained
just words and promises
now tinted with bitterness.

 

A mocking laughter
that echoes my own
rewinds my mind, when I laugh
and regret at the same time
for it brings back to me the funniest times I’ve ever had
funniest times that made my life painfully more funnier.

 

Just a glance
and my mind rewinds further
and stops just when I smile
and frown at the same time
for it stops at the memory, I most cherished
and the one I most hate now.

 

Voices muffled with laughter
and those sideway glances
just adds up to the aching memories
memories that I wish
would just fade away…